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[curseshit]

Moss, moss, everywhere. Luckily the terrain is getting smoother, no more sharp rocks underneath the green moss, waiting to break your ankles. The forest looks like no one has been here for ages. No B&B for you. The good news is that the animals don't fear humans and you should have no problem catching yourself some dinner.

[ mission: camp, try not to die, etc. ]

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[recurred]

[confused eyebrows for the moment before he kisses her again and subsequently drops the thought, returning the kiss as she drags her fingers briefly into his hair muttering at him in between]

Killian...Killian stop. [flattens hand across his chest gently]

[cabineyes]

Why? You want it. As I do.

[ cups her face and plants small kisses on her lips, something demanding about them. ]

I've waited for so long.

[recurred]

I know. [accepts them for the most part before finally resigning to take his face in both her hands. leaning back just enough to look him in the eye]

And I'm sorry, but I can't. In good conscience. Not just yet.

[cabineyes]

What are you waiting for? His permission?

[ the doctor's or dean's? or both? who knows but he's getting impatient. and douchey. hand drops. ]

[recurred]

No.

[yeah you are getting douchey. drops her hands too]

It's complicated. [whoops facebook excuse. tastes her lips and worries at her temple with her hand for a moment.] It's a lot. All at once for me, please understand.

[cabineyes]

[ it's always complicated. bites his lower lip and takes a step back, trying to get a hold of himself. ]

... I understand.

[ no he clearly doesn't. ]

[recurred]

[yeah no you do not. Watches him, unsure how to handle this. Yeah she should have waited. Sighs and let's her hand drop]

Killian..

[cabineyes]

[ you started this. ]

I won't lose you again, Clara. This second chance, I'll make sure I deserve it. It was given to us for a reason.

[recurred]

[yeah all this destiny shit is kind of like petting a cat against the grain. did not sign up for this but she'll smile weakly anyway and nod for him. reaches out and gives his arm a little squeeze]

I'll see you at camp.

[lets go of him and heads out. she needs to go...find the doctor. yeah]

[cabineyes]

[ ohhh. ruined. ]

[ didn't want that squeeze. didn't ask for it. not good enough clara. ]