[ grabs for dean's forearms to steady himself once he slides down into the new position, almost bumping his nose into dean's chin before adjusting to it. close like this, he can see the hesitation and the uncertainty, and it makes him repentant. ]
Mine, too.
[ his voice has lost the impatient edge, and his hands are slower as they move to dean's wrists again. somehow, he knows telling dean that they don't need to keep going, that they can take it easy, would be a slight to his pride, maybe an implication that dean isn't up to the challenge, so he doesn't say it. but he hopes that dean knows it, that this isn't because he has something to prove. ]
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Mine, too.
[ his voice has lost the impatient edge, and his hands are slower as they move to dean's wrists again. somehow, he knows telling dean that they don't need to keep going, that they can take it easy, would be a slight to his pride, maybe an implication that dean isn't up to the challenge, so he doesn't say it. but he hopes that dean knows it, that this isn't because he has something to prove. ]
I could help.