[toys with the rim of the bottle and sucks on a tooth in that working himself up to it way before looking up to him again at his doodling]
I don't know, man.
[takes a drank before setting it aside on rickety little dust table and getting up to wander over to the washbasin in his socks which is a really weird feeling in a hotel room. just kind of leans against the edge of it with both hands instead of doing anything though]
Doesn't it bother you? I know it was all some BS trick but going out like that, ghost fertilizer, yeah that's one thing, and you know me I ain't gonna cry about it when it's my time, but it's always for Sam or- worst case with Sam, I can't. Just leave him on his own.
[dem feelings. it just bothered him more than he'd like to admit, the prospect of kicking the bucket way out in bumfuck nowheresville way the hell away from him and everything. not how it's supposed to go.]
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I don't know, man.
[takes a drank before setting it aside on rickety little dust table and getting up to wander over to the washbasin in his socks which is a really weird feeling in a hotel room. just kind of leans against the edge of it with both hands instead of doing anything though]
Doesn't it bother you? I know it was all some BS trick but going out like that, ghost fertilizer, yeah that's one thing, and you know me I ain't gonna cry about it when it's my time, but it's always for Sam or- worst case with Sam, I can't. Just leave him on his own.
[dem feelings. it just bothered him more than he'd like to admit, the prospect of kicking the bucket way out in bumfuck nowheresville way the hell away from him and everything. not how it's supposed to go.]