[can we pls move this conversation elsewhere. lowers her voice once he gets closer even though they are alone..sort of. its just common courtesy and holds a hand up a little to keep her space]

From day one you decided I wasn't her, so I tried to respect that. [shakes her head] I didn't want to be her, but I don't know anymore. I can't say I'm not anymore. Because it's the same with him. With the Doctor. Looking at me like I'm a ghost, saying things that don't make sense.