[puts utensils down as she slightly leans back as he leans forward. it's not like she's been trying to hide it to be a dick or anything, but mostly because she's been having trouble coming to terms with what it is and if it's at all connected to everything else that's happened here.]

Not entirely, no. [realizes she's tensed up and takes a breath] Look, I don't know what's going on or even how to begin to explain it. [gets up because she needs to get out of the squatty chair and expressive hand gestures]

I didn't say anything because, I don't know, it was bizarre. I wanted to give you, everyone their space because what else am I supposed to do. I didn't know what to do, I still don't know what to do.